Schizophrenia (Dream)

At first, I was inside of a dark gymnasium and late for ROTC; I knew where they were, they were under/behind the bleachers, but I couldn't get to there so I was trying to find a way. I walked over to the bleachers, looking at the light shining through, and started feeling my way over to the wall; trying to find a door. My eyes were adjusting and I could see a handle so I grabbed it and opened the door. I was in a small back hallway now where the class was, so I walked there and into the classroom then master Sargent greeted me and I talked to him for abit then sat down and class went on. After the bell rang my name was called to the office so I went and a lady behind a desk told me that I had to stay after school and game me a slip of paper, telling me where to go. So I went to my next classes and waited for school to end, and when the final bell rang my friend asked if I wanted to go to her house and that made me remember that I had to stay after school, so I told her no and she left to go home. I put a plastic bag with stuff In it onto a black counter as a sign that I was still here then went to the room on the paper. I walked in and the room was pretty plane and there were only a couple people; so I walked over to the teacher and handed him the slip of paper then sat down and waited for it to end. After the day was over and I went home, I went to sleep and woke up at a lake. The house was a bit different but I didn't notice it. It was dark outside and I was already in swim suit, so was everyone else, so I went outside and everyone was out there talking so I went back inside and waited. I kept seeing this girl with black hair standing behind corners and walls and it was starting to freak me out so I went outside with everyone else and my brother, his bf, and my neighbor, Lauren, decided to go jump off into the water and I went with them. We walked down the dock to a bridge over the water and there was a big sharp rock that they were going to jump beside but I didn't think anything of it. My brothers bf jumped off first, then my brother and when they came back up, Lauren asked if it hurt and my brother said,"it only hurts when you land on the sharp rock" and she didnt want to jump anymore, nether did I. "If there's sharp rocks then I don't think we should jump" I said. My brother and his boyfriend started taunting us and making fun of us because we weren't jumping and then Lauren fell to peer pressure and was going to jump in. I started to walk away and they kept making fun of me then I looked at my hand and it looked ether like ketchup or a red stain was all over my left hand. I kept walking to the boat and on my way there, there was a dead dog floating in the water.. Everyone was just walking by it like they didnt care. I felt bad for the dog and wondered why no one had helped it but ended up walking away myself because there wasn't anything I could do. I went back into the house and into the bathroom to clean off, then my mom came over and told me to put my glasses together while she cleaned my cloths. So I stood in the tub, trying to put my glasses together, and it felt like it was taking forever so I got out of the tub and went to see if everyone was coming back yet because we were about to leave. When I got to the kitchen I heard the door open and everyone's voices then I walked back to the bathroom and stood in the tub. I was waiting again then saw the girl with black hair behind the living room wall, abit aways, then tapped my mom and pointed at her but she said she didn't see anything.. Then the girl wasn't there. I looked over at the wall to my left and saw my reflection, even though it wasn't shiny or a mirror, then noticed that my eyes looked different. They didnt look like mine. I looked back down the hallway and Lauren was standing by the bathroom door waiting for me but then the girl with the black hair moved out behind the corner half way, right by Lauren. I got really worried and tapped my mom again and told her that there was another girl there and pointed at it but she still didnt believe me and just went back to washing cloths. The girl slowly walked into the bathroom and all the lights started to go out and break and things started shaking. The girl held up her right arm and half of her skin and the meat inside of her arm were missing; so was the lower and right half of her jaw and face. Small cubes with letters on them started to float up and move towards her, filling in the gaps where her wounds were, and spelt out things. I was so scared. I kept tapping my mom and trying to show her what was going on but she still wouldn't listen and I started screaming and crying then fell to the floor and held my knees, just wanting it to go away. Since no one had seen it, I felt like I was crazy.. Like I was schizophrenic or something. I started looking up things about what had just happened to me, and saw that I wasn't the only one. There was a video saying that this has happened to people and it happens for a reason then showed clips where you could see the entity terrorizing the person.

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i tried to figure out the meaning of this dream.
my end thought was that Im feeling alone, like nobody will listen to me or help me. And that nobody will help me with my problems. 
So all that's left is for my problems to keep coming and attacking me till it leaves some damage...

I felt really unconfident last night and had some low self esteem going on so I tried to talk to my boyfriend about it but it didnt help much... And he never seems to notice when I'm upset.. Nether do my parents, or my brother, or my friends, and I guess that's what this dream was making up for..
I talked to my boyfriend again this morning but I think he took it the wrong way and thought I meant something else so I don't know..
but that's what I'm left with.. So. Ya..