Help me....I need help..... I'm so deep down in hurt that I can't get out.... I need someone to care about me and someone I can care about... More than anything in the world... I need someone to save me and someone for me to save.... I need help... I just need someone... I have so much psychological damage that I need to be treated gentle... So many things hurt.... And nobody understands..... They all just blame it on me and say that I'm being mean and rude... How am I doing that...? I sit here and cry.. Siting in loneliness and hurt.... How am I being rude and mean..? They start to take things away from me and tell me to act better if I want them back.